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i dont know what it is im to get out of life...all i know is that the person i am right now at the exact point in time is the person i want to be. i can sit around for hours on end and life at stupid nothings and not feel like i am wasiting my time...i can go out of town and have people call me and tell me they miss me and i say it back and actually mean it i can talk until the hours of the night to anyone and everyone and not bother whats going on the next day. im happy. please dont ask me why i had to do what i did to be happy and dont ask me why we dont talk and dont ask me why the people in my life are different. i cant tell you. all i can do is tell you all that if you have ever been close to me and if you have ever known my secrets and helped me out i thank you with the dearest of my heart. im not a different person and im not changing for anyone..im me and this is me..and i like it. i like me. i like her. i like the person i am and i like the person im comfortable being. i love each and every one of you more than you all will ever know and even though we have all had our share of arguments and letdowns, good times and bad...every one of you has a place in my heart and if there is ever anything you need dont hesitate to call. i am me...lauraclaire neal newman is back in full force and i couldnt be happier.

and if this entry and the others on my page are the only way you hear from me and if we dont talk anymore, if i dont call and you dont call im not upset and im not dissappointed...thats how life is. i just want to wish you all the best of luck in the future and i want each of you to know that no matter what you apply yourself to later on in life you will succeed it 100%. i love all of you and never forget that. if i can do anything to make your day brighter and your day easier let me know...its me and i love it!